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hello i just came back to say that my latest tweet got nothing to do with anyone on twt and that no one had actually hated on me or sent me smth that made me feel anxious or anything, in fact it& #39;s the app itself that made me feel like this
i have realised that i have actually spent alot and i mean ALOT of time on twitter that i have started to forget about my own life and my own self? i have spent every second of my life on twitter whether to text people or to stay updated on the boys, like literally stay updated
about every step they take and every breathe they take, when it shouldn& #39;t have been like that, loving someone doesn& #39;t mean you know every detail about their life and loving someone doesn& #39;t mean to stay updated about them 24/7 that you forget your own self and own life
that& #39;s why i have decided to take a break from twitter and from social media, to find myself and find my passion, to connect with my family more and stay with them for a long time, i will continue supporting and loving the boys with my own way, keep listening to their songs that
made me feel calm and always made me feel positive about life, keep watching them and their laughs, but i don& #39;t think i will ever return back to being madly obssesed with watching every detail about their life because coming to think about it again, it had just made me stressed
am glad i have realisd this early and i hope others do to if they have the same issue as me, supporting the boys doesn& #39;t have to mean staying on twt/insta/fb/youtube 24/7 to stay updated about them, supporting and loving the boys is MUCH more than this 
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it& #39;s so hard to suddenly stop doing smth you are used to do 24/7 and it hurts to force myself to take a break but it& #39;s for the best or at least that& #39;s what i hope, the boys won& #39;t be happy seeing someone suffer like this https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤" title="Red heart" aria-label="Emoji: Red heart">
lastly thank you for supporting me and for supporting BTS, please keep loving the boys and keep supporting them cause they deserve so much and deserve happiness in everything they do, i love you https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤" title="Red heart" aria-label="Emoji: Red heart">
i still actually don& #39;t know what will i do with this account since it has alot of followers & it shouldn& #39;t be just deleted like that & also i don& #39;t want to give it to anyone, i will leave it like this and maybe..just maybe come back after i find myself and my passion! https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face">
