To everyone: Oh, I'm not part of the group anymore?
Then... Why? Why the hell did you ask me to come back when I left on my own?!
Please don't keep my hopes up...
Then... Why? Why the hell did you ask me to come back when I left on my own?!
Please don't keep my hopes up...
Miss C: she's the one that made me who I am, she stopped me from killing myself... And yet, lately... It feels like I'm ano one to her anymore
Miss A: she used to be my enemy, but we became friends. She used to be bullied, yes I was her enemy, but I'm not that cold hearted.
I left the group, and she started acting so cold to me, she used to be clingy
I left the group, and she started acting so cold to me, she used to be clingy
Miss B: I love her, she's innocent and kind.. But she changed, suddenly she's not so soft anymore
Miss T: She's Sooo talented, she's my idol
But, she felt so... Distanced to me?
But, she felt so... Distanced to me?
Miss O: My best friend in 6th grade who promised that she'll contact me every day after the transfer, and until today, she never said a word to me... And yet she's chatting to the guys in the other section
Miss X: she promised she'll be back by 5th grade, but she never came back
Mr. L: he has other friends who he's actually close with
This thread will be my messages to you all
To miss A: Why the fuck would you tell everyone about my private information?!
I left the group and everyone in the class hated me...
You know why I left? Because I was trying my best to not kill myself! I literally have a knife anywhere I go!
I left the group and everyone in the class hated me...
You know why I left? Because I was trying my best to not kill myself! I literally have a knife anywhere I go!
To everyone: I left, because I want to protect you guys... From me...
I don't wanna accidentally hurt you when I get aggressive...
I tend to hurt everyone around me when I'm stressed... I'm sorry
I don't wanna accidentally hurt you when I get aggressive...
I tend to hurt everyone around me when I'm stressed... I'm sorry
To Miss C:
could you blame me? I'm sorry I made you feel bad, the situation in my so called home was bad, and I can't bring my depressed aura around you guys
could you blame me? I'm sorry I made you feel bad, the situation in my so called home was bad, and I can't bring my depressed aura around you guys
To miss B and miss T: I'm terribly sorry for leaving you guys without saying anything
To Mr. L:I know you got confused by my sudden behavior, I'm sorry
To miss O and Miss X:I don't blame you for leaving me, I'm not anyone's priority... I'm sorry
To everyone
it feels bad being left alone, but I still wanna thank you guys
Even tho you guys changed and left me, I still have my memories of you
Those memories that made me feel alive, those memories of my actual friends
Thank you for the experience of happiness and loneliness
it feels bad being left alone, but I still wanna thank you guys
Even tho you guys changed and left me, I still have my memories of you
Those memories that made me feel alive, those memories of my actual friends
Thank you for the experience of happiness and loneliness
I know, I'll recover someday
Removing you guys from my life will be difficult because you guys made me who I am now, I forgot who I was. just like an incomplete puzzle, someday I will find a way to fill those blank spots with a new part of me
Removing you guys from my life will be difficult because you guys made me who I am now, I forgot who I was. just like an incomplete puzzle, someday I will find a way to fill those blank spots with a new part of me
I love you guys, I'm sorry