To everyone: Oh, I'm not part of the group anymore?
Then... Why? Why the hell did you ask me to come back when I left on my own?!
Please don't keep my hopes up...
Miss C: she's the one that made me who I am, she stopped me from killing myself... And yet, lately... It feels like I'm ano one to her anymore
Miss A: she used to be my enemy, but we became friends. She used to be bullied, yes I was her enemy, but I'm not that cold hearted.
I left the group, and she started acting so cold to me, she used to be clingy
Miss B: I love her, she's innocent and kind.. But she changed, suddenly she's not so soft anymore
Miss T: She's Sooo talented, she's my idol
But, she felt so... Distanced to me?
Miss O: My best friend in 6th grade who promised that she'll contact me every day after the transfer, and until today, she never said a word to me... And yet she's chatting to the guys in the other section
Miss X: she promised she'll be back by 5th grade, but she never came back
Mr. L: he has other friends who he's actually close with
This thread will be my messages to you all
To miss A: Why the fuck would you tell everyone about my private information?!
I left the group and everyone in the class hated me...
You know why I left? Because I was trying my best to not kill myself! I literally have a knife anywhere I go!
To everyone: I left, because I want to protect you guys... From me...
I don't wanna accidentally hurt you when I get aggressive...
I tend to hurt everyone around me when I'm stressed... I'm sorry
To Miss C:
could you blame me? I'm sorry I made you feel bad, the situation in my so called home was bad, and I can't bring my depressed aura around you guys
To miss B and miss T: I'm terribly sorry for leaving you guys without saying anything
To Mr. L:I know you got confused by my sudden behavior, I'm sorry
To miss O and Miss X:I don't blame you for leaving me, I'm not anyone's priority... I'm sorry
To everyone
it feels bad being left alone, but I still wanna thank you guys
Even tho you guys changed and left me, I still have my memories of you
Those memories that made me feel alive, those memories of my actual friends
Thank you for the experience of happiness and loneliness
I know, I'll recover someday
Removing you guys from my life will be difficult because you guys made me who I am now, I forgot who I was. just like an incomplete puzzle, someday I will find a way to fill those blank spots with a new part of me
I love you guys, I'm sorry
You can follow @1HellOfACuddler.
Tip: mention @twtextapp on a Twitter thread with the keyword “unroll” to get a link to it.

Latest Threads Unrolled: