im about to say some cringy emo shit so scroll if you still wanna have respect for me
ok but does anyone else ever feel super isolated for no reason. and not LITERALLY isolated like quarantine isolation. isolated like you can be with your best friends and you still feel like-

-you can’t open up to them even tho you 100% can and you 100% trust them and stuff but you just choose not to and you choose to keep to yourself even when you’re in a room full of people. i swear i could be with my group of friends and i’ll still feel like i’d be happier if i-
was just by myself in my room crying even tho that isn’t ideal LOL but i feel like i don’t even deserve my friends at this point because they’re always so nice to me and so caring and willing to help but all i do is wish i was by myself and wish that i was alone for a few-
hours and i feel so selfish because i love hanging out with them and stuff and i really love them but i also get drained so quickly and i’m typing this and i’m realizing a) i should just tell my therapist this not twitter (soz) and b) i just describes being an introvert-