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1. Well fuck me I guess I’m just going to put this on twitter because I need to vent and don’t want my immediate family to look at it like “wtf is wrong why don’t you say something or ask for help?” So if you read this just know that I’m not fucking suicidal, or have a death wish
2. I’m depressed, not because of the quarantine / social distancing / other shit, at this point I don’t even fucking know why so I just deal with it at this point. I don’t feel like I’m just bored, I don’t just feel like I’m going through a rough patch either, this shit has been-
3. -Going on for about a year now. I’m not suicidal, I’m not just trying to gain attention because fuck attention. I don’t want help I’ve looked for help and even saw a therapist for a couple weeks. I don’t want to go to the doctor because the moment I do that 1 of 3 things will-
4. -Probably happen
1: I’ll be given some antidepressants or some shit that’ll change my state of mind.
1= I’ve tried several different things in the past. I DO NOT LIKE THAT SHIT AT ALL! I’d like to think for myself WO/ it. I’ve been straight edge for a while. - social drinking
1: I’ll be given some antidepressants or some shit that’ll change my state of mind.
1= I’ve tried several different things in the past. I DO NOT LIKE THAT SHIT AT ALL! I’d like to think for myself WO/ it. I’ve been straight edge for a while. - social drinking
5. 2: I’ll be told to see a counselor or therapist
2= I’ve seen a counselor due to writing about something in my past in composition. I had to go see them at least once a week and tell them what I’ve been feeling as of late, & I said I’ve seen a therapist before In this thread.
2= I’ve seen a counselor due to writing about something in my past in composition. I had to go see them at least once a week and tell them what I’ve been feeling as of late, & I said I’ve seen a therapist before In this thread.
6. 3: I’ll be pitied or some shit like that
3= fuck a pity party I don’t want people to say it’s ok or some shit. I appreciate the notion but I don’t know what the hell to think anymore I’m just fucked in the head I guess, but I don’t want pity or blessings or any of that shit...
3= fuck a pity party I don’t want people to say it’s ok or some shit. I appreciate the notion but I don’t know what the hell to think anymore I’m just fucked in the head I guess, but I don’t want pity or blessings or any of that shit...
7. If it wasn’t for some people like @DankySketti @CBC_DankyDont @Big_Bonfire @VGB_Terminus @3131Atomic and some other good best friend motherfuckers I don’t know where I’d be honestly. I don’t want to disconnect I don’t want to kill myself I don’t want to leave anyone behind.
8. As of right now I just needed to vent and get this shit off my chest and chill the fuck out for a hot minute.
TL;DR = I feel depressed, I’ve been told by professionals that it’s depression, I don’t want to fuck with my state of mind, I want to stay sober and see for myself
TL;DR = I feel depressed, I’ve been told by professionals that it’s depression, I don’t want to fuck with my state of mind, I want to stay sober and see for myself
9. 9th tweet because why the fuck not?
