Thread by @qhostwriter, You cant be like "you are stalking me " then do the [...]

You cant be like "you are stalking me " then do the same thing.

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Like yo, I do be checking on you bc I know you and your pals be talking shit indirectly so I think i should defend myself indirectly.
Like you made serious accusations about me like abuse and cheating. (1/?)

Like I ain& #39;t fucking with shit.
You allowed to vent but I& #39;m also allowed to vent.
You cant just invalidate what you did to me then pulling a false uno reverse card and say I did the shit you did to me to you. (2/?)

I& #39;m able to say I regret say mean shit to you and deleting your YouTube out of spite back in like 2018(?)
I& #39;m not gonna keep kissing your ass and apologizing for it like I had for years on end. (3/?)

All though out our relationship (2014-2017 on and off) you;
- left me for other people
- picked on my weight
- called me shit like a whore and many other names
- cheated on me
- when I had a cat dying on me from a disease, U told me "it& #39;s just a cat"
(4/?)

- when my bird , sweetpea, died you told RC that it was a bird and you were glad she died because I didn& #39;t deserve to be happy.
- lie to everyone and anyone you met about me and RC
(5/?)

Imma go off on the cheating because it is a traumatic event for me.

2017 when we were together I was supposed to come down from PA to OK to visit you. I saved up $ 700 (so we both could have an enjoyable time). (6/?)

I bought an engagement ring because I was gonna to propose to you because I thought I was in love with you.
Any how, you "met" who I refer to as C 2 ish months before i was supposed to go down. (7/?)

When we got in Skype calls, you would talk about C and how you were playing minecraft with them. I asked to meet them you kinda said sure but you never did.
As you got closer to C , you started to lash out my affection. You didn& #39;t seem interested in any convo we had. (8/?)

You kept getting aggressive to the point where you ignored my text and told me to leave you alone when I tried to comfort you. I remember you saying they were just a friend but you spent more time with them than me. (9/? )

RC told me that C didnt know about me until I was angry you were with them. That you kept me a secret that you were dating me to C.

Anyways, One day you snapped on me for trying to comfort you and talk to you and I was forced to break up with you for my own sake. (10/?)

NOT EVEN 24 FUCKING HOURS LATER YOU WERE WITH C.

You know how that feel to see someone you told me not to worry about be with you not even a week later.

I confronted you and you said it was "just a test to see if I was stalking you."
I know you were lying.
(11/?)

I was in love with you. Stuck by your side even when you hurt me, lied to me/about me, you abandoning me, you leaving me and fucking hell , you cheating on me with RC and also your current spouse.
I stayed by your side though it all though all the fighting and bullshit
(12/?)

Hell, when you thought C was leaving you, we were in a call , you told me you loved me while you were breaking down about C and then the next day you wanna act like you never said that to me and fucked me up worse.
(13/?)

You say that you loved me, if you loved me you wouldn& #39;t have left me for Ray or RC . You wouldn& #39;t have flirted with Kiwi when we were together. You wouldn& #39;t have cheating on me with RC and C.

If you loved me I wouldn& #39;t have been your backup plan.

(14/ ?)

So no, you didn& #39;t love me... maybe the thought of me but you didn& #39;t love me.

Also PS, I& #39;m not mad that you are with C. I dont wanna be with you. What I am mad about is the time I wasted, the trauma I have to endure. So thanks for that. (15/?)

Also while I& #39;m one this huge Ranty rant,
Remember when you shipped me with your m*lester ? Because I do. What fun fucking times.

I& #39;d mindless forgive you for shit that was unforgivable and apologize for shit that sometimes I had no control over. (16/?)

You wanna say I& #39;m NOT silencing you when for YEARS anytime I& #39;d try to vent or talk about what you did / doing is affecting me. Youd shut me down. You had pawns attack me.
Then coming back to me after the parties over.
(17/?)

You made me feel like I wasn& #39;t good enough. That I wasnt worth anything but to be your little side piece when you got lonely or rejected. I felt like you were going to be the only one who truly loved me. You played me like a fiddle but every time you did a string broke (18/?)

You made me feel like everything that happened to you was my fault. You cant take blame for yourself and your actions so you pushed it out on me.... I was your emotional punching bag. (19/?)

I started this thread being angry at you but now I& #39;m just disappointed in myself and letting you do what you did to me. Everything you ever did to me that affects me till this day like trust issues, my worsening fear of abandonment and fear of being cheated on ... (20/?)

Affects my last and current relationship. I upset that I let you get away with treating me like a pawn for years.... it& #39;s now trauma I have to deal with for a long time if not for the rest of my life... in my heart I cant genuinely forgive you. I dont think I ever can (21/?)

Sorry for the rant. Thank you for my friends who have been here thought it all and hell even my new friends who have to deal with the aftermath.
Thank you.

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