why is life so goddamn fucking hard

fucking 13 YEAR OLDS have a better grip on life than me

randos on the internet i've never even met know me better than i know myself

im told to always fight for what i believe in but when i do im told to step down and even worse i could be wrong and that fucking sucks so much how am i supposed to know if im right or wrong. what if im backing down too easily. what if im not fighting hard enough?

should i fight every battle? That way i can never back down too soon?
or should i fight no battles? that way i can never fight too hard?

how do i know when im right? every one in the world can tell me im wrong, but i'll never know if they're wrong. how am i supposed to know? how can i stop myself from being so horribly wrong?