time to pop out this mf birthday letter I wrote for @softlydrunk: a thread

Happy Birthday Amanda! Yes I'm writing this in my email drafts because by the time I post this you will probably have seen that I am working on Spirits Song's final 3-4 chapters just because you exist. So if you didn't know before you know now!

It's almost hard to believe we've been friends for over a year now, I swear last Februrary doesn't feel that long ago. I still struggle to understand how I was blessed enough to meet and become friends with a person like you.

If I we're to describe a perfect friend it would probably just be describing you(not counting the fact that we live an entire continent away from each other :(. You have this "I'm not going to hide my opinions+how I feel cause that's just not me" vibe and I adore that about you.

You've supported my writing and my best(+worst) decisions/shenanigans and I strive to do the same for you because that's what you deserve. I still remember thinking I was gonna be so awkward  when recording voice audios talking to you, and tbh I was but it was a good awkward.

There's so much I could say but summing it up every sentence would end with I adore you/I support the fact that you exist. You deserve every good thing that comes to you and don't let anyone try and convince you otherwise(if they try I will come for their scalps dw).

I wish you success, good health, luck, happiness, and all things homo. Everyday should be amanda day, but for some reason they only gave u one day and I find that very amaphobic of the world.

My wifi is having a blackpink moment (and if you didn't get the joke then interpret it however you want to hun its your world and the rest of us are just existing in it) The second I get my phone back I'm sending you as many late birthday audios as my brain can muster up.

If I could take a suitcase from a shady man just for a free trip to brazil I would, but for legal reasons I can't. So we're just going to have to wait till I'm rich and famous and I buy some amazing home and brazil then yayyy mission accomplished.

We shall rule the streets together in homo style because that's a great idea.

I can't tell if my eyes hurt because of my deteriorating vision or because ur like the prettiest person I know and the tears are forming up at my eyes because of it. Actually it's both nvm.

If I didn't state it before, my obvious braincell deterioration is being cause at the soul fact that Im pouring my heart out in a birthday letter and trying to write angst at the same time

so if 'Amanda ur the best' shows up randomly in the fic chapter now you know cause I've written "Amanda" instead of Jimin like thirty times now.

This has turned into a visual of my braincells leaving my body.
I luvv amanda cause she's the bestest friend, a successful homo, the witness of all my reasons to get self help,  an amazing person, beautiful inside and out, the absolute greatest

literally everything after this point is coming straight from my brain without any thought

im so glad that i found your acc, like the first thing i remember talking to you about is either when i complemented your app or we we're bonding over something random but i can't remember due to my memory of a goldfish and thats literally every convo we have

this is the first birthday letter i've written honestly and I have learned that there is so much i wanna say but words don't even begin to describe how amazing you are and i should stop writing these at 12 am on 5 hrs of sleep

its amazing how you've become a person i truly care about and wish nothing bad ever happens to you cause I'd bet that I wished the same thing when we first started talking cause you are that precious of a person

i think my tl needs a break so for now-

Ily so much, keep being you, have the best birthday, treat yourself! I hope life treats you right and if it doesn't I will fight because at this point I'll fight anyone for you.

Happy Birthday again!
Love, Gigi

my life: literally drinking faucet water, my dinner was frozen pizza

me: Did i ever tell ya'll about Amanda? she's amazing. You don't want to? Too bad you're going to sit here for the next hour listening to every convo we've ever had

like do ya'll realize i hate people? I rarely care for a person THIS much like my heart rlly do be supporting amanda on a constant basis

look for proof i'll ask a irl to say how much i talk about amanda

i felt tears when she called me a best lil friend i won't even lie

if yall mute me ur officially amaphobic and that isn't okay.

EVIDENCE

i would feel bad for the tl but i don't. I truly don't

im still not over best lil friend if you couldn't tell like how cute is that my heart might actually burst

like out of all the nicknames that one is the best

im never getting over this omg

like where do i even end this thread? do i even dare to do such a thing

how long even is this thread like if it hits 1k i'll die

THIS THREAD IS LONGER THAN THE AMOUNT THAT IVE WRITTEN FOR THE ACTUAL STORY I PROMISED TO UPDATE FOR HER WHAT GOES ON

oh yeah! The fact that she has so many cat pictures is adorable n funny at the same time we rlly stan