There are some details i spotted in yamac and nehir scenes in episode 13 and that i wanted To share with you,so this thread Will be about it
Nehir was looking for yamac,she called him he didnt answer and he didnt call Her back,when she saw him,she started blaming #cukur #EfYam ++

Him
Y:i had a burial
N:sorry i didnt know
Y:how Will you know
N:was he close To you?
Y:he is my brother,he was like a brother To me he died because of me,you know that
That dialogue proves that y feels that N resembles him,thats why he kissed Her from Her pain #cukur #EfYam +

Y made it clear to N that he was about To die,he was surprised when she told him,i missed you,then nehir gave him two ways,she said the first one we Will sit on that sofa,you Will put your head on my shoulder,cry and i Will caress your hair,y shaked his head #EfYam #cukur ++

For disapproval,means its not what i want you To do,when y was laying in the sofa he then was holding his head,closing and opening his eyes,the same gestures when he suffers a headacke,few minutes after N made him remember efsun #cukur #EfYam ++

Sofa in reference To efsun sofa,the piece he found with her,the remedy he was escaping
Crying:Yamac in episode 10 cried for efsun help,he told Her i would like To sleep for even one hour,you can kill me later
Caressing his hair:efsun caressed his hair two times #cukur #EfYam ++

In episode 2 and 10,all those signs were put for a reason by gh,To show that yamac knows that the feelings he gets with efsun cant be replaced by any other women,he completly refused nehir To do the same because when he was looking at Her he was trying To see +++ #cukur #EfYam

Something in Her,he was trying To smile,but in all the cases N said it Will not pass,so lets chose the second method,she then brought him To the club,she made it clear To y that the possibility of seeing him again is 1%,because she knew he can die at any moment #cukur #EfYam ++

She told him,i understood,there is the moment when you are with me,and nothing more,means i know that after you leave you Will not come back To see me again and i dont mind that,she then said,what has To happen Will happen tonight,its like lets live the present++ #cukur #EfYam

Moment without thinking about the future,then they started drinking,she said To yamac, we Will see if you Will stay alive after that,when they went out of the club,they were completly drunk,yamac couldnt even recognise N,he was swaying,N told him,look you are #cukur #EfYam ++

Still alive,she told him what Will be worse,he then looked at Her,he closed one eye,then his eyes before getting closer To her,then kissed her
For y sleeping with N was the worst thing he can do and he meant by that imagining another women while doing that++ #EfYam #cukur

Yamac gaze at nehir in episode 13 was the same one In episode 10 When he told Her i kissed you from your pain,he was showing empathy toward her,and he was like trying To see something in her,but in episode 14 he got sure that nehir cant be his rescue,Her methods #cukur #EfYam ++

Arent what he needed,plus she wasnt the person he needed,in episode 14 he went To efsun house,he was standing in front of the sofa,he then remembered the serenity efsun gave him,he went To warn efsun but the real reason was To see her #cukur #EfYam