Different voices and screams woke me up in this morning. Feeling dizzy and confuse, I immediately get up without opening my eyes well. I feel the chillin' creeping vibe outta my body. So then I decided to open my eyes as wide as I could, only to find an unfamiliar room.

The room is isolated, door is the only possible way you can get out. Looking around, I realized that it seems like a hospital room without a comfort room and any other apparatus. I slowly walk upon the door and place my ear to the door so that I can hear the voices clearly.

But I can't hear it clearly so I decided to open the door and see what's on the outside. Shaking and sweating, I slowly open the door. And to my surprise, there's no one and nothing out there. It's just white, no dead end, just white. And the voices and screams also vanished.

I started to creep out, I'm convincing myself that it's just a dream but it fucking feels so real. I want to scream, I want to cry, I want my mama. I want to breakdown and just cry but I realized that it has no use. So I convince myself to wake up because my heart feels so heavy.

In front of the open door I hug myself and close my eyes, murmuring some words and convincing myself to wake up. I snap out becuase someone grab my hair from the top. I open my eyes and found myself in front of a mansion. Again, confused, I took a look at my sorroundings.

White, all white, just plain white. The mansion is only place I can go. The gate is wide open and it seems like someone expected me to step inside that mansion. Creeped out, I slowly walk towards the gate down to the aisle. My knees got weak because the screams came back.

This time it's coming right infront of my ears. I covered my ear and cry because it hurts. I thought my ears are gonna bleed. The screams started to get soft until it became a lullaby. Still down in my knees, I look upon the fountain in front of the mansion.

The fountain seems so old, broken and dirty. But the statue is so clean and clear. The statue of a girl, crying and naked confused the hell out of me cause he's holding a gun pointing in her head. I can still hear the lullaby, all of the sudden the voices came back-- clearly.

"Do wen demons" "Gun point pen gun" "Laugh, she's mad" "Push him" "Bullets water" "Book hook soak" the voices are clear, and repeating. I don't know how many hours I stay like that, on the ground, dumbfounded, and listening to the voices well.

The lullaby and voices vanished, and someone grabbed me again from my back. I closed my eyes and open it again only to find that I'm falling and all I can see is white. White, white, white. The falling last for, I don't know. All I can remember is I fall asleep while falling.

The I finally feel myself falled so I open my eyes and catch my breathe. I found myself lying in my bed, in my room, in our house. I'm still confused but I feel happy that I woke up, normally. I made this thread 'cause it's so chaotic that I don't know what to do.

What is the meaning of that dream? I'm unfamiliar at that mansion and also that statue. I don't wanna think about it again but the statue and the voices keeps on flashing back in my head. So for now, I don't want to sleep nor close my eyes.