expose thread on @/yoongsrare (used to be JKFRlENDS)

sigh....i didn't wanna have to do this but with her continuously acting innocent, victimizing herself and only telling "her side" which is playing the victim and calling me the toxic one, it has to be done. I'm sorry nat, but you did this to yourself. sorry bubba.

before i start

TW// mentions of selfharm, manipulation, guiltripping, forcing ig?

i cannot provide all ss cause i don't have it. and most of this took place on snapchat which her name was puta. I'm sorry but this had to be done and my friend went thru shit with her too.

#1. i don't have ss for this, ig this is kinda the starting of shit she did? but firstly, she kinda forced me to dom her? or tried to. she kept calling me names to get me in the mood and tweeted on her rant "why won't she dom me:(" which made me feel guilty. now

I'm a soft dom, i suck at domming and i feel invalid as a dom. so this only made me feel more invalid than i already was. i tried to, but i couldn't and her tweeting that made me feel forced. it's hard to get into ds and get comfortable as a soft dom. i get scared to hurt them.

#2. this is where the selfharm mentioning and guiltripping gets in, so if you can't handle this and get triggered easily, i suggest skipping or to stop reading. i also cannot provide ss for this part, but i can explain what happened. basically she made me (more forced

me to promise to open up all the time and come to her when i tempt to relapse and c*t) and so when i was tempting, she was going through a lot, so i left her alone and just tweeted on my rant, which she got worried, spammed my snapchat and got mad at me. she then

went to selfharm, mad, upset and worried. i came back and she told me she got mad but it was fine and that she had selfharmed, in which i felt was my fault and felt guilty and worse than i already did. she also made me feel forced to have to open up cause of this and

always go to her, which i fucking hate opening up lmao?? it's so hard for a human who has trust issues and is scared of rejection and not being accepted to open up and feel worthy of anything or anyone. i felt like my feelings were invalid. and like she was just a

weight on my shoulders kinda. i always helped her when she selfharmed and tried to be there always. i just...i didn't feel really valid during this.

#3. this part involves my friend, who's gonna remain anon. i disappeared for a day cause i felt sick and needed space, which nat worried and didn't know what happened and felt like she did something. she went to anon to ask and anon told her that i usually do this

cause i need space and some time alone, which nat got annoyed and left it be. i don't have ss of their conversation, but that's what anon told me. that was also the time nat told me to always be open and come to her all the time. which i agreed forcingly to.

#4. the last part. the part that honestly...made me realize she's kinda fucked and needs help. is when i said i wanted to stay friends and needed space in which i have ss of to provide with proof. (i went out the app to take the ss) i said that it was better to

just stay friends and that i can't even go into a relationship cause of my mental health and that i couldn't even hold friendships and handle them. in which she responded....not so maturely.

she said "then you wouldn't have hurt me like everyone else" which made me feel shitty cause she was comparing me to her horrible toxic exes who actually hurt her. it made me feel like i was invalid on how i felt and like i was actually toxic.

i went and ranted on my rant and she kept telling me to stop saying i was horrible. when in the moment she was the reason i felt like i was. she made me feel dumb and like i couldn't understand anything properly, like she was twisting my words in a way.

tw/ selfharm mentioning and guiltripping

she tweeted on her acc it was the day she'd take it all the way with the razor blade, in which i can't find the tweet(assuming she deleted it) but it was VERY triggering and guiltripping and i almost stood with her cause of it.

she told me i was impossible to talk to which made me feel suffocated and like i couldn't communicate proper and even more invalid. she began guiltripping even more with this and i didn't wanna be a reason she would've done anything. i felt like i was at fault and felt

trapped. like i was invalid. i felt like opening up was a bad idea. it just. hurt. she did selfharm, but she's fine. i felt trapped with her and suffocated, i couldn't exactly deal with her and the next day i ended up blocking her on everything. i had to.

anon had confronted her during this, these are her ss of their texts together when confronting. nat tried to victimize herself more and more during these texts when she wasn't a victim of anything. (blocking out the name cause it's her number)

she had dmed me cause i tweeted out her having me blocked with an nct pic beside and asking why i did it when i blocked her first. me explaining also explains everything more properly in the messages towards her. the acc was a backup of hers which is now deactivated

victimizing herself. calling ME the toxic one and that she was over me when she did all of this. she also tweeted out about me dating someone 5 days after and victimizing herself too which people said she didn't deserve me which she deleted too.

that's the end of the thread. i didn't wanna have to do this but she keeps victimizing herself, and keeps doing these things. she did it to my friend too. she acts innocent. please don't send hate, you don't have to report either. i just wanted to show you what's behind

her little "innocent" act. she's not who you'd think she is. and seeing all my moots follow and interact with her made me a little uncomfy. I'm sorry natalie, but it needed to be done. this needed to happen.