Dr. Halleh Akbarnia has worked as an ER physician for almost 20 years.

"I’m used to the daily grind of heart attacks, gunshots, strokes, flu, traumas and more," she writes. "Yet nothing has made me feel about my work the way this pandemic has." https://www.latimes.com/opinion/story/2020-04-11/op-ed-the-covid-19-patient
She writes that she met her patient, Mr. C., on her first real “pandemic” shift, the first day her Chicago-area medical center began seeing the surge of COVID-19 cases.

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"Gasping for breath, he kept asking if we needed anything, and reassuring us that it would all be OK.

He told us he was a teacher but he was learning so much from us, and he told us how he respected what we were doing.

I felt the same way about him." https://www.latimes.com/opinion/story/2020-04-11/op-ed-the-covid-19-patient
Dr. Akbarnia explains they had to decide how long they would try to let him work through his low oxygen state before intubating him — a procedure that involves putting a tube into his lungs to keep him breathing — but his saturation levels kept falling.

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"He told us he didn’t feel great about this, but then added, 'Doc, I trust you and am putting myself in your hands.'

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It was not an easy intubation, Dr. Akbarnia writes.

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Then Dr. Akbarnia started to cry, she writes.
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