I hate getting overstimed. I'm literally trying not to cry and have a fullblown meltdown. Why does my brain have to be like this? I just want to scream and cry because of how uncomfortable I feel. Sadly I can't do either.

Everytime I think I'm faking being autistic, something like this happens and I get reminded how hard my brain can make things

Probably doesn't need to be said, but don't rt any part of this thread. I just need to vent. Y'all can like and reply, but please don't rt