How i became a fan of SB19 thread;
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So ayun, i am diagnosed by depression 4 months ago, at first ayokong maniwala na it was depression, natatakot ako na i-judge ng tao, sabihin na uma-arte lang ako and all.
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'yung mga sintomas na nafe-feel ko are, i feel so empty, i feel so worthless. Gusto ko nang mamatay, lagi ako may emotional breakdown. I feel alone even if marami akong kasama.
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Umiinom ako ng anti-depressants, and kumakain ako ng food na nakakapag-produce ng dofamine.
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But, may mga point talaga na di kaya ng gamot yung lungkot na nararamdaman ko, pinaka malalng breakdown ko is, sobrang hirap, i'm asking my self-worth, i kelt twlling myself that i'm better if i'm dead.
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WARNING: THIS THREAD MAY TRIGGER DEPRESSION
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So ayon, to cope nag hanap ako ng libangan, one time nagscroll ako sa youtube, until napunta ko sa youtube acc ng sb19.
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Ang weird, pero there's a part of me wanting to watch GO UP, so i clicked it. Alam niyo ba feeling ko after ko napanood yon? I'm in tears, dude. Sobrang nagkaro'n ako ng hope to live my life.
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Ayon, from that day, lagi ko na sila pinapanood, magbreakdown man ako, kapag napanood ko sila okay na kooo.

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"naglaho na'ng takot sa puso, pagkabigo'y malabo"
SUDDENLY,LAHAT NG FEARS NA MERON PUSO KO NAWALA LAHAAAT. Kaya, i owe my life to them, kasi sb19 saved me from my demons. WE GO UP!!
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