i want to feel the way i felt when i was in 12th grade in my new alternative school writing essays everyday and making artwork and learning to sow and listening to gus dapperton through my earphones. and learning about finances through projects instead of pencil and paper and

when i would get so into my work that i could work on it for hours but it was time for the next class and i would walk home from my bus stop so accomplished and happy. while i was walking i would look at the sky and the clouds and the grass and the sun touched my skin and

i felt so light on my feet and happy even tho i was being bullied and i missed my senior activities from my main school and i was obese. but i didnt care bc i felt so accomplished at school and my teachers were so supportive of me they loved me so much

and once i finally got home i would chill for an hour before the rest of my family came home from school or my mom came home from work bc on wednesdays school ended early. i miss feeling like that. so accomplished and productive and happy :(

i really wish i didn't get expelled from my main school and got referred to the alternative school, but my new school was so much better in the way it was teaching the students. i felt so engaged and i LOVED IT!!!!!@ SO MUCH!!!! public schools need to do that.

it was project based. i loved it so much. anyway this thread was triggered by listening to gus dapperton. i love his music so much i would listen to him when i was in that school last year. it's good memories but also weird memories idk anyway goodbye thread over haha