I know it’s all manipulation but damn I be feeling worthless more and more everyday. The fact that my parents make me feel like such a bad human being just because I don’t do what they think is a perfect human which is literally “obey me”

Like I feel so fucking bad, am I that bad just because I can’t cook what u want, because I don’t clean 24/7, because I don’t pray properly, because I don’t read the Quran full time? Because sometimes I talk back to you? Because I sleep late sometimes or wake up late sometimes

Because I just refuse to be a slave to you and god ?? Don’t get me wrong... I try my best, I pray, listen, clean and help cook whenever I can because I want to hold on to my human rights, because I know I could get severe consequences just because I say no