CRYINF ABOUT MAYOI FEELING ALIVE FOR THE FIRST TIME LISTEN. LISTEN,

breathes.

he was inside a lot. from day 1 as a kid he was inside a Lot bc he was sick !!!!! and omg who knows wtf was going on in his home based off his substory alone but that& #39;s a whole different thread
he couldn& #39;t go Out he prolly felt like he missed out on so much then -

bc he didn& #39;t go to school in person right he went online + this is hc territory but. he prolly !! most likely!! didn& #39;t have friends growing uphttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="‼️" title="Double exclamation mark" aria-label="Emoji: Double exclamation mark">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="‼️" title="Double exclamation mark" aria-label="Emoji: Double exclamation mark">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="‼️" title="Double exclamation mark" aria-label="Emoji: Double exclamation mark"> he couldn& #39;t have bc maybe even if he did he couldn& #39;t rlly hang out n spend time w them bc he would b too sick
then-

at sum point he started attending school in person but without that. exposure i guess? to friendships n general social situations he& #39;s a super fucking anxious mess https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="‼️" title="Double exclamation mark" aria-label="Emoji: Double exclamation mark">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="‼️" title="Double exclamation mark" aria-label="Emoji: Double exclamation mark"> and he didn& #39;t know how to make friends so he didn& #39;t . make any....??? he hid in the shadows and watched-

from afar..??? but he still wanted to help ppl...,, BUT NOT THE POINT OF THIS THREAD UH.
he!!!!!!!! he...,, all he could do was WATCH FROM AFAR and just exist. and then.,, to be on stage w PPL HE LOVES and who love him back n to feel alive and be MAYOI AYASE for the first time -

might be crying a lil