Wen I say this I don& #39;t even mean with strangers or ppl I& #39;m not close with, talkin about ppl I consider my best friends and I can& #39;t even have a convo with them. All I do is just watch my relationships slowly fade cus im too incompetent https://twitter.com/cartercarter4c1/status/1248862526940549120">https://twitter.com/cartercar...

Its such a bad feeling watching the ppl u love slowly feel like strangers and u dont know what to do about it, especially when its ur fault. Anything I have thats meaningful just feels super temporary bcus Ive been here b4 and I alrdy kno the outcome, makes me not wanna even try

Ik this is a super gloomy and emo outlook on it but it& #39;s just how I feel and I just wanna express it somehow. Leaving my phone in another room and will prob delete this thread tmrw good night