vent? something uh idk thread because I'm feeling ":(" & ":|"

most of the time i just feel like i not enough. not enough of a good person. not enough of a good friend. sometimes i just wish I could be everyone's friend and help everyone out. but I can't even give proper advice.

and i wish my life would've been better. i wish I could've been a normal person, not a clingy desperate-for-love rat. im sensitive, sometimes i take things too serious. i dont know when someone's being sarcastic and when they aren't,,,,

i wish i could be a more social person. that it wouldn't take a lot of courage to do something.

i wish i wouldn't get attached so easily, because everytime I do... the others don't care about me. because I'm always doubting their answers and their feelings. because i always care instantly while others still don't.

and last... i wish i wasn't born. I wish I wasn't born, because if I wasn't, i wouldn't have went through pain. through so many things daily.

finishing this thread now, it's not gonna be up very long.