i spent most of today not even knowing it was good friday, and yet i dont think i've ever known a day that felt so much like good friday

like the whole world has gone into its grave

someone asked me abt kierkegaard today and I've been thinking about him ever since: when even hope is too exhausting, even despair has its faithfulness. it holds on to life long enough for grace to find it

if you could see a way out, it wouldn't be much of a miracle