I’m gonna say something that a lot of people might feel like they can’t say.
A lot of people claim the boys helped them overcome depression and suicidal thoughts.
Unfortunately my issue with these things has only continued to get worse in the time I’ve been an army.+

I’m not saying the two are correlated AT ALL. But I am saying that while 875 is supposedly a tool some people have used to help overcome those things, they don’t work that way for me. They help me in lots of ways but not with those things.
I want others who may feel like+

admitting this is taboo to know they’re not the only ones. I’m in an exponentially worse place now than I was 2 years ago, despite all the peace and happiness being an army brings me. I’m rambling and idk why I’m even bringing this up. But know you’re not alone in struggling.