I need a woman I can write with, sing with, dance with and run corny jokes with. I want to watch the sunset together or atleast that’s what she’d think.

In all honesty I’d watch it in her eyes. Take random pics of her and make random videos. I want to experience the feeling of completely losing myself in her but still remaining uniquely me.

I want someone that I can be myself with. The goofy person I really am and not the person the world thinks I am. I want to be vulnerable without second guessing if she’d use what I say against me in the future.

I need someone who will see me at my lowest and still understand and know that I’m strong despite it all. I need someone who will sit with me in silence and reach for my hand when she knows I’m out of it.

One firm squeeze and a hold just to make me know she’s there if I need her. I need someone who won’t be afraid to be herself and have her own identity that’s completely separated from what we have. Someone who won’t be defined by what society wants from her.

A free spirit that will have my heart racing and have me wondering how I really got lucky and got someone so amazing. Her own woman, a whole woman. Someone who understands emotions and can rest her pride when there are disagreements so that we can fix it.

Someone who’s hair I’ll stroke and tell her she’s beautiful and never get tired of seeing. Someone who knows her worth and knows exactly what we mean to each other at all times and if there’s doubts? Will rather speak to me about them than let insecurities have a field day.

It’s what I deserve and I’ll save everything I have in me so I can give her the world. Everything. Until then? I’ll work on the healing. I’ll bring no bitterness into this.