I hate getting too dark on sm, but hearing Trudeau say we& #39;ll be stuck inside for another year my only thought was "I guess I& #39;m dying in here then cause I can& #39;t do that, I will kill myself."

I& #39;ve been insanely lonely, my sleep schedule is incredibly fucked up, I have no motivation or energy to do anything, and I really do have it in my head noone wants to talk to me and noone will care if I die in here.

I& #39;m also incredibly petrified with fear because my dad has COPD so he& #39;s high risk for this virus. I& #39;m also terrified of not having a job to go back to as I& #39;m terrified that there wont be a shop to go back to unless the gov cancels rent for small business

I also feel incredibly guilty because I& #39;m not making masks to help with frontline workers, and even though I could I legit have no energy to do so. I don& #39;t know why I& #39;m making this thread, I guess I just needed to put it out there somewhere even if noone is listening