It’s becoming increasingly hard to process any of it. Both the stuff surrounding COVID-19 and the stuff removed from it. Everything just feels so foggy and abstract.

I don’t know! Not posting this to sound bleak or anything! I just struggle to even find the words these days, let alone process *new* information! Trying to maintain some sense of normalcy in my life, but none of it ever actually feels normal.

For all I know, I’ll wake up tomorrow and feel weirdly focused and productive and clear headed about this whole shitty situation again. Then that will last for a week until I flip back to feeling like I’m at the bottom of a pool trying to make out the conversations above ground.

FWIW: I’m finding all the comments in this thread strangely uplifting. Nice to read everyone’s messy half-realized thoughts on how their brains won’t let them finish a coherent thought these days. We’re all in this together.

(Except for, you know, the President.)