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thoughts in my head.
: a thread
: a thread
aight so i& #39;ve been thinking bout some things lately. I dont know why but i just kept on thinking of it. i know that 99% of people that will see this tweet on even read it or open this. but i know there& #39;s one. there& #39;s this 1% of the 100 that will read this.
But i guess he/she has the same thoughts as mine. aight so here& #39;s what im thinking. what if we die? where do we go? i started thinking about it when i was 17. i dont know why but i always think about it. my life is a mess, i graduated as a senior high, worked my ass off.
I& #39;ve tried to find myself away from home. I tried to live far from home. I worked and worked just to you know, to get it off my fucking head. and sometimes i forget all of it. but when i got home from work. then it comes back. right now i& #39;m 19 years old. sad as fuck.
i dont even know if i& #39;m depressed or shit. this dying shit needs to go. im posting it here on twitter cause i dont have no one else to talk to. my friends from home don& #39;t even like me. no one never made me feel the love. no one showed me love.
i eat alone, come home alone, walk alone, play solo. then i got used to it. I just realize that i& #39;m already happy with what i got. That i dont need shit. the thoughts of killing myself is gone. I aint suicidal no more. I finally found myself.
aight so if u feel the same way as me? U dont need anyone to make u feel worth it, u are worth it. If they make u feel u aint important, u& #39;re useless, they fuck your personality up and turned u into a fucking ticking bomb that can go off anytime.
just remember that u dont need anyone to make u feel special. you only need yourself. so set off find yourself. u dont need them useless-backstabbing motherfuckers. you& #39;re beautiful.
now this thread is short. i hope u& #39;ve come to the bottom of this thread.
now this thread is short. i hope u& #39;ve come to the bottom of this thread.
thank you. and to all fake out there. fuck you.
