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// I’m learning how to be kinder when I’m hurting....anger only causes one to act out irrationally. I’ve grown to accept the mistakes I’ve made....i’m not proud of them. Every day those mistakes haunt me, I don’t want to live in fear like this anymore. though partly I deserve it
// I‘ve caused damage that may be unforgivable....so I won’t ask, or beg for forgiveness. actions speak louder than words ever will. During this time has given me a lot of time to think and reflect....i’m not proud of who I was. or what me and a few known others have caused...
// The point is....for whatever damage I have caused personally.....I'm sorry. from the very bottom of my heart. I am sorry. And I’m taking this as my opportunity to learn and to grow....not live in fear or live up to the label I’ve received. That isn’t who I am anymore.
// A kind soul who I’ve met told me....everyone makes mistakes. we all do things we aren’t proud of. we all react out of certain emotions. we all go through it...that what matters the most is that we accept, we learn, we forgive ourselves and we move on. That’s what I want to do
// If you cannot forgive what I’ve done, that is okay. I will not beg. All I ask is please....let me be my own person now. let me learn, let me grow, let me be better. I don’t want my past to haunt me anymore....I don’t want there to be conflict and hurt anymore.
// But I will make a promise to be better. If I do make a mistake, educate me. don’t belittle me. that’s really all I can ask. I want to be able to breathe and get back into what I love. writing. being a better human being.
// If we do have conflict, or if one wants closure....then please, come and talk to me. I will try my best. Because I would really like to receive some closure too, so I am able to move on fully....I want to feel safe, I want everyone else to feel safe too.
// Again....from the bottom of my heart, I'm sorry, to anyone I’ve hurt and affected. I mean that. I will only grow from this. I will be stronger. I will be better.
// There is not a day that goes by where I don’t....beat myself down for the things i’ve done. now i've surrounded myself with people who are inspiring, uplifting, encouraging and supportive. people i should have surrounded myself with to begin with...
// I fear I made this thread too long.... ;; so I’ll leave it there. anything i’ve missed, i’ll add later on. take care out there everyone. stay safe.
