Well, I guess had a serious talk with my mother. Guess I better make a formal apology. Will be a small thread and cutting to the point:

While I do have some bad feelings towards myself, I rarely ever let it get to the point of suicidal thoughts. Last time was years ago. I might be depressed now, not happy with myself and yada, but the extreme things I said, I wouldn& #39;t do.

I would not kill myself. I told others to not kill themselves, and it was hypocritical of me personally that I said i& #39;d do it to myself.

So i& #39;m saying it now, I formally apologize.

I know I guilt tripped.
I know the bad things I did. I struggle with socialization.

So I hope we can come to understand this. And I can& #39;t stress enough that I do formally apologize, and that I maybe should even move on.

If you read this whole thread, thank you for hearing me out. I just needed to say this as I knew moments later, especially now, it was wrong.

This is as formal of an apology as I can make with my current state of mind.

I& #39;m going to move past this now, and with this post, i& #39;m @ ing now. Please read the rest of the thread for context for this last tweet.

@starteas @sketchyemi