I& #39;m not sure if I could ever be in a relationship. I hate routine, it takes the life out of everything. If we& #39;re doing things just bc we feel we "have to" do them then there& #39;s limited feeling. Whoever I& #39;m w will have to be super awake, supper connected, & also super detached.

Good morning texts? Every day? What if we do it every day for 5 days and on the 6th I don& #39;t feel like it not bc I& #39;m mad at you but bc it& #39;s a new day that may not necessarily contain the need for a good morning text... then you& #39;re mad at me, then resentment starts...

When resentment starts, the relationship starts to decline bc that& #39;s the ultimate killer of love... resentment which is aka lack of communication.

I& #39;m just thinking out loud but honestly... relationships seem so surface. I NEED TO CONNECT.