Because at the same time fighting and striving for better for positive vibes etc I am on the verge of giving up.

It’s such a strange place to be at because I don’t give up but boy I feel like David Tennant at The End of Time where he thought he was dead but kept coming back

Like he kept coming back as the same David Tennant Doctor thinking “wtf I’m not dead” and that’s the annoying part I need to regenerate into Matt Smith now. Less huge mood swings than what Tennant had and a consistent support system https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy">

I started this thread in a bad mood and now I’ve spoken about Doctor Who I’m pretty good again. You see? Just like Ten. Get nerdy for a bit and your mood improves https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy">