Just read the thread. I know it's long but I hope it will be worth your time. Lemme know if u connect to it,
"You might look at our relationship and laugh at me to be so shallow when I admit 2 months of cellphone connections (mostly)are the evidence of real love.
"You might look at our relationship and laugh at me to be so shallow when I admit 2 months of cellphone connections (mostly)are the evidence of real love.
But u know nothing. You know nothing about my past, my journey of finding true love but in the end turned out to be the game of playing catch, so you know nothing about how I feel about you, about how you make me feel.
I am the kind of person that was hurt so bad that I became love-cautious. I believe in love, but I just don’t
believe I ever have the love of my life.
And I met you. And I know it seems there is no chance for us to be in
a relationship. Yet I fall in love with you, unpredictably.
believe I ever have the love of my life.
And I met you. And I know it seems there is no chance for us to be in
a relationship. Yet I fall in love with you, unpredictably.
I always see myself as a 'Superman'. the one who is able to knock down all obstacles on his way to get
what he wants for his life. This
was the attitude I brought with me when I threw myself into our relationship.
what he wants for his life. This
was the attitude I brought with me when I threw myself into our relationship.
I tried to find the solution for each
difficulty between us, to bring us closer. I drowned myself in the feeling of loving you and immersed in the fantasy that finally I found my soul mate, my friend, my love of life.
difficulty between us, to bring us closer. I drowned myself in the feeling of loving you and immersed in the fantasy that finally I found my soul mate, my friend, my love of life.
Why I know you are, I can't explain, I just had an urge to scream out loud to the world," THIS IS HER"and for the first time of my life, u are the person I dare to against the world to be with. First time love just came naturally without my acknowledgement.
For the first time, I don’t have to pretend to be someone else but myself to care about.But the only thing I miscalculate that makes everything mean nothing, that puts me through devastation is: You just haven’t fallen in love with me, yet.
Or may be u do, but u r scared it will turn ur life upside down. You are not brave enough to take the risk to follow ur heart and take that one step towards me, even though I, with all of my effort, will take the rest million steps towards you.
And I collapsed along with my fantasy. Here I am, the fallen hero, standing on the rubble of his own dreamland looking at the skyline graving for the golden memoirs...
Here I am..!!
Here I am waiting for your Nod..!!
Love,
Julius NW Singh (2016)
Here I am..!!
Here I am waiting for your Nod..!!
Love,
Julius NW Singh (2016)