Today, after a decade of suffering from intense loneliness, I finally chose to open up.

Today, I learned some things that all of you need to hear...

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Today, I learned...

That talking helps.

It feels like it won& #39;t help. It feels like there& #39;s nothing you could possibly accomplish by telling someone else what you& #39;re going through. But it does help.

Trust me on this one.

Talk. To. Someone.

Do it now.

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Today, I learned...

That you have to keep talking.

Your instinct is probably to stop as soon as you start to feel better (I& #39;ve already taken so much from them!), but you need to keep going. You& #39;ve just let off the pressure; you haven& #39;t made progress yet.

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Today, I learned...

That you need to give yourself permission to fall apart, even if it& #39;s a bad time. The point of falling apart is that it happens when it happens.
Sometimes, it& #39;s okay to break into pieces all over your friend& #39;s nice carpet, even when they& #39;re running late.

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Today, I learned...

That you can& #39;t always be okay by the end of it. Sometimes, you need to be Not Okay. Sometimes, you need to be Not Okay for a while. And guess what? That& #39;s okay.
You don& #39;t have to put the pieces back together straight away.

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Today, I learned...

That sometimes, other people know things you don& #39;t.
And sometimes, they don& #39;t understand you at all.
But sometimes, you just need someone to give you permission to cry, even if you don& #39;t think you should be crying. And to be nearby incase you need them.

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Today, I learned...

That sometimes, you need to feel bad.
Sometimes, you find yourself feeling better, but you need to go back to feeling bad for a while.
Sometimes, you just need to feel bad. I don& #39;t know why, but you do.

Don& #39;t rush into feeling better too quickly.

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Finally, today, I learned...

That being Not Okay doesn& #39;t mean you can& #39;t be happy. It doesn& #39;t mean you can& #39;t joke or laugh. It just means that you& #39;re choosing not to forget you have a problem that hasn& #39;t been resolved yet.

It& #39;s okay if you& #39;re NEVER okay.

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You& #39;d damn well better learn something from this. I went through a lot to get you this information.

I am your god now! Don& #39;t take my sacrifice in vain!

And for goodness& #39; sake, DON& #39;T let this thread be less popular than the god-damn garlic bread Tweet...

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