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listen i know you aren't gonna read this but im sorry about how bad i am with words and im sorry i literally can't communicate correctly with people. and i'm sorry if i made it seem like i didn't give two shits when i did. it is so fucking hard for me to use my words and that-
was my problem in my last relationship. i get anxiety when i try and speak my mind. i hate blaming my fuck ups on my mental issues but its the truth. i wanna do better, i really do.
but you keep saying about how i don't care but i thought i was showing that i cared? i really did, i thought i was doing the right thing by apologizing but i guess i wasn't. but you aren't telling me what im NOT doing. you're only telling me about how much i dont care.-
im sorry i can't figure these things out by myself im a fucking idiot. you don't have to, but please, tell me what im doing wrong because i thought i was doing the right thing. im rambling at this point but we need to communicate. in a perfect world we would make up and no hard-
feelings would be shared, but i know thats not gonna happen. idk if this thread makes any sense bc my mind is scrambled eggs right now but yeah.
