Mmmf. I have a lot of growing to do as a person, I think. I just have a lot of, um, underlying issues that I& #39;m not actually, maybe dealing with at all.

I& #39;m not entirely sure how I& #39;ll get there, but, I& #39;ll try...

Granted, the fucking pandemic makes things a bit difficult!!

A lot of it has been like

I think, sometimes, people hurt each other unintentionally, without meaning to

But that hurt is still very real

And, it& #39;s also a two-way street. I have *been* hurt, but I think I have also been hurting others without meaning to...

It& #39;s.... difficult for me. It& #39;s extremely difficult for me to grasp. I have autism. That makes the whole Emotional Stuff that much harder, right?

As far as I know I& #39;m just "being myself& #39;, but... if I& #39;ve been hurting people, then...

It& #39;s just hard. I& #39;ve struggled with the notion of "being myself" for YEARS and years. For a long time, I didn& #39;t even know what that meant. I didn& #39;t know HOW to "be myself".

And so it& #39;s like, well, I do now? But in doing so, people hurt me because of it, and vice versa...

Completely unrelated, though, I feel like the core idea of "people hurting each other unintentionally" would make for a really great and fascinating story.

Shame I& #39;m not a creative type in any fucking facet, but.