Mmmf. I have a lot of growing to do as a person, I think. I just have a lot of, um, underlying issues that I'm not actually, maybe dealing with at all.

I'm not entirely sure how I'll get there, but, I'll try...

Granted, the fucking pandemic makes things a bit difficult!!
A lot of it has been like

I think, sometimes, people hurt each other unintentionally, without meaning to

But that hurt is still very real

And, it's also a two-way street. I have *been* hurt, but I think I have also been hurting others without meaning to...
It's.... difficult for me. It's extremely difficult for me to grasp. I have autism. That makes the whole Emotional Stuff that much harder, right?

As far as I know I'm just "being myself', but... if I've been hurting people, then...
It's just hard. I've struggled with the notion of "being myself" for YEARS and years. For a long time, I didn't even know what that meant. I didn't know HOW to "be myself".

And so it's like, well, I do now? But in doing so, people hurt me because of it, and vice versa...
Completely unrelated, though, I feel like the core idea of "people hurting each other unintentionally" would make for a really great and fascinating story.

Shame I'm not a creative type in any fucking facet, but.
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