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Not sleeping aaaagain because I can& #39;t stop thinking about how I messed up and lost that friend.
Wasn& #39;t even my fault as far as I know. She might feel differently, obviously, two sides to every story. I& #39;ve apologised for my part in it. Instead of apologising for hers she just went off on one and banged on about how hard and tiring it is being my friend.
I mean, she& #39;s not wrong, I& #39;m a difficult person, but I do listen and I do try, it& #39;s just I have to be told first because surprisingly I& #39;m not a mind reader.
I& #39;ve not been sleeping, I feel sick all the time, the guilt is crushing me and I haven& #39;t even done anything. I feel like I& #39;m being gaslit.
The thing is, her ex would kick off at her and then vanish from contact for days, and she hated that, and I was there for her and she knew it was shitty, and now she& #39;s doing it to me???
I& #39;m probably gonna delete this thread eventually but I just needed to get it out of my system AGAIN. I& #39;ve spoken to friends and strangers and I even posted on fuckin AITA but the one person I need to talk to is ignoring me and it HURTS goddammit.
Maybe I am as horrendous as she says I am.
