I never want your unsolicited help or advice people. I know when to ask. I’ve been asking for years. I don’t have pride, in that sense. I know when to ask for help when I have low mood and believe myself to be at risk and I know when to ask about my body being weird etc.

This is why I shouldn’t check my phone in the middle of the night because now I’m even more paranoid and just wanna delete the whole thread, and it’s slowly spiralling I to i wanna delete social media. Trying to rationalise I need social media rn because I’m locked in for 11 wks.

NOTE: this thread does not require responses and is muted. I may/not check it.