I used to be able to talk deeper than my natural voice bc i had trained frequently (nights i had the house to myself) but i was too embarrassed to talk that way in front of others b4 perfecting it, n my sis dropped out of dance, i lost my practice days, and my progress is gone

I found a vid on my private Instagram where i post anything related to my transition, and i had made so much progress in that vid from a year ago, and im so sad i could be talking like that rn but noooo i was too chicken to alleviate my dysphoria by talking that way now im stuck

Speaking of that insta account. There's so much random shit bc i use the captions and not images frequently. So i have a video of me shoving a very large cracker into my mouth and trying to spit it out without breaking it w the caption being super depressing lmfao

This caption and this photo,,,, i dont remember any of this but lmfao of past me thank you (this wasnt even tbat long ago why tf do i have no idea whats happening why is my life a blur???)

This thread is all over the place but idrc. Look at me in 2018 i lowkey dig that hair (if it were clean tho lmfao i was so disgusting i never showered) (ignore my face in the 2nd one its a screenshot from a video) (and the first one too ig that was my selfie face)