I think it& #39;s partly that I have a weird relationship to illness. As I& #39;ve mentioned recently, my body is just constantly doing weird and alarming things that look like symptoms of something dangerous, but when I go to a doctor they can& #39;t figure out what& #39;s up, only that I& #39;m fine.

And I am fine! That& #39;s the thing. These symptom clusters go away within two days max and sometimes they come back but a lot of the time they don& #39;t. And then I have other minor things basically all the time in a way that doesn& #39;t really interfere with my life but is just annoying.

None of those things ever seem to add up to a diagnosis and I am just sort of used to it. I barely remember that other people don& #39;t get woken up by chest pain or whatever. Writing these tweets I& #39;m like, this is so melodramatic, someone& #39;s going to tell me everyone gets this and

I& #39;m just trying to be special. Maybe I am? I have no idea. What was I even talking about at the beginning of this thread