I know I& #39;m not supposed to think about you. I keep myself distracted. But.. when i close my eyes to sleep.. your all I see. Endless nightmares. I wish the nightmares would go away. They are getting darker and darker. I can feel what& #39;s left of my sanity slipping away.
In a dark and twisted way it also feels good. Slowly going crazy. This is a warning to the light hearted. The next part of this thread is dark and is definitly not for everyone. View at your own will.
In my dream last night a dead women lay in front of me. I did not kill her, but a large knife still in my hand. She was murdered violently by a monster. Again it wasn& #39;t me. I had found her this way. I don& #39;t know why i did what i did. But i used my knife...
And cut around her vagina and the ripped it off. Without thinking twice.. i ate it. As if it were food. For the record i am not a cannibal. Trying long pig has never crossed my mind nor would i ever want to. I deeply apologize for those who read this and felt uneasy.
I wanted to get the thought out of my head. And this is the only safe place i have left. I hope you all understand. And if you are still reading this i just wanted to say thank you. I means a lot that you kept reading when you didn& #39;t have to.
I hope you have a wonderful day or night
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Also wanted to clarify the dead women was unknown. I didn& #39;t know her. My ex is a different type of nightmare.