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ive wondered whether or not to say this on main cos it& #39;s ultimately a sensitive and personal topic and the fandom atmosphere has been Dicey the past few weeks which doesn& #39;t help. but transparency is very important to me and so ive decided to say it after all.
before i start, if you are reading this, i would like to request that you dont jump to accuse me of being an anti please. i know the subject matter is very sensitive but imo it& #39;s also very personal so i ask that you simply respect my feelings on the topic.
ever since that live happened, i have been finding it increasingly hard to continue supporting wj like i had been until now. he means a lot to me please believe this. i hurt just as much as everyone else on the day of his departure and it has been so wonderful seeing him again
however, after what chn said, i personally cannot look at him the same way. i know we don& #39;t know the details of what went down and i do not support any rumors or guesses at what exactly happened either. in the end, it is none of our business.
i will say, however, that i do not think they parted on the best terms. i also think wj messed up and that ended up hurting s*z to a great extent. and so i have found it very hard to keep supporting him and have decided to be a so-called "ot8" stan.
i do not pretend to stand on any moral high ground. i do not think myself as a truer or better stay. i never wanted things to turn out this way. the wj i am talking abt now is the same wj i cheered for and cried for all this time and feeling like this genuinely saddens me.
but after thinking over it for a long time, ive realised that this is where i stand now and there is nothing i can do to change it.
if you do not feel or think the way i do, good. all power to you. im not gonna ask u to sb me if you stan him or smth, like i said, i Do Not hate the boy. if this thread has hurt you or made you uncomfortable in any matter tho, you are free to sb me, i wont take it personally.
i know it may seem like i am taking all of this way too seriously "it& #39;s just kpop" blah blah blah but. s*z means a lot to me and nothing or noone can change the fact that he was once a part of them. he will always mean something to me.
i am just hurt and tired. maybe even a bit bitter. and i needed to get this off my chest because if anyone following me believes that not-supporting wj makes me an anti, i thought it& #39;d be better to rip the bandage off sooner rather than later.
