I found EDM through my abusive ex. My journey into EDM after that became one of self proclamation. He took my dignity, confidence and what felt like my life from me. I found something through our relationship that I wasn’t ready to let him take too. So I pushed myself

to find my own way in the scene and it’s something I will never regret. This has been the thing that helped me find myself again. I found love, acceptance, creativity and a home here. I made my family. Reignited my flames. Found my true confidence. Pushed my self

to get out of my comfort zone. The people are beautiful and kind. The music is explosive. The experiences are unforgettable. Most importantly I found ME. Going to Forest was about self proclamation and getting out of my head and my anxiety. I bought that ticket to love me.

Because I was worth it. Unlike what I had been told for years. And that’s why this hurts. BUT. We will get though this because without Forest or any fest, I’m still ME. It’s just difficult without my home.

Through*