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I always feel in the darkness spot of my life even if i have my friends to laugh with. Soonest we done i feel more worst. Can& #39;t help to judge or angry towards my friends or anyone with my thoughts. I need to talk to someone who truly understands me but sometimes
Ppl or my friends just don& #39;t understand my feelings. Is not like i blame them for not always be there but the moment i realized i already did what i shouldn& #39;t do and its sucks for me. I just wanna be a good friend for ppl that i care but i just can& #39;t help myself
This spot put me in between whether i should just stay alone and not talk about it or i bold out my feelings and don& #39;t care about what they think about me ?. The friends that i need sometimes never there for me because they just a human like and i would never want to make them
Be there 24/7 just for me. I know the idea of that but once again the moment i realized i did it again. I want to apologize to them but i don& #39;t want them to think that i was overthinking or overreacting because i can repeat the same mistake over and over again and they know it.
So basically they know when they should ignore me or just stop to not react for the best. What they do just make me realize how stupid i am to make them feel uncomfortable around me. I always do that shit. Once i found my comfort zone i always ruined it.
And the thing is i never learned. Now i realize how stupid i am for not realizing it sooner. Because all this time i think i need attention and i think my life always be the mess one among my friends but the truth i just never want to find my happiness.
I wrote this thread to just confess how stupid i am in any relationship. :")
