I don't know if I really need Alexandra Erin explaining the nuances of internet power dynamics to me https://blue-author.tumblr.com/post/142381274810/if-you-do-wonder-what-resources-het-aces-need

I shouldn't have reminded myself this interaction existed

I fucked it up so much

She disappointed me so much

The whole thing was bad.

But anyway, she's not right about some things, sometimes. (Like most people.)

Started off this thread just being pissed off at the memory of this

now I'm just sad/deflated/nauseous