I used to have this stupid fantasy that i’d fine the girl of my dreams in uni, and in a dream idk, somehow me and my friends called her Lily. annnnyway, it’s been a topic of conversation w my mates for ages. well...

it basically began that i’d meet her in a lecture hall, or just sitting across her. as stupid as it sounds idk, i love my imagination. also i was 15 when i came up with this. but lemme tell u

that i didn’t realise that the scary girl sitting opposite me in my flat on the first day of uni would end up being the girl of my dreams. and to top it off, her name’s Aimee-Rose. Keeping w the flower trend

well this silly delusion i had at 15/16, did happen. i’m in stupidly deep with my girl and whether it was me speaking it into existence or something else, i am blessed!!!

sorry about me rambling on through this thread. but the point is that yesterday i had a little breakdown, sometimes i get caught up in my feelings, especially about the past. so naturally, i call my bff. she reminds me of everything i have ever wanted...

since i was a kid, all my dreams, and hopes and wants. and how, I have achieved them all. I got into the uni I wanted to. I have my independence, I don’t live in Swansea anymore, I found my Aimee, I have fallen in love with my flat. And from that, just that

little reminder that i’ve always wanted this, really had pushed me through. I am so blessed. and i need to humble myself more, never stop saying thank you!!!

Never take your life for granted.