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Here I was. 7 years before.
Beauty was thin.
Hot was thin.
Skinny is in.
That is what started this shitshow.
My diet wasn& #39;t good.
I starved myself to the point that I passed out.
This was destructive.
It didn& #39;t only hurt me but it hurt everyone around me.
Beauty was thin.
Hot was thin.
Skinny is in.
That is what started this shitshow.
My diet wasn& #39;t good.
I starved myself to the point that I passed out.
This was destructive.
It didn& #39;t only hurt me but it hurt everyone around me.
Everytime I ate food, 30 minutes after... I& #39;d run to the bathroom and vomit EVERYTHING I just ate.
This happens because I feel sick that I was eating something that can make me FAT. That I would ruin the body EVERYONE wanted.
The societal standard of beauty made me ruin myself.
This happens because I feel sick that I was eating something that can make me FAT. That I would ruin the body EVERYONE wanted.
The societal standard of beauty made me ruin myself.
I couldn& #39;t take it anymore. I cannot enjoy my life because everyone worries that I& #39;d pass out any moment.
I seeked help. I got diagnosed with bulimia. I went into a facility who re-introduced me to food. I ate, and slept. Until it was time to go home.
I was there for a year.
I seeked help. I got diagnosed with bulimia. I went into a facility who re-introduced me to food. I ate, and slept. Until it was time to go home.
I was there for a year.
I was eating... which was good but it was unhealthy. I gained weight, had fat in places I didn& #39;t want to.
Sometimes, I feel like I had to vomit.
It& #39;s true that I choked on a burger.
It happened because I felt the vomit stuck in my throat so I swallowed a big bite to push it in.
Sometimes, I feel like I had to vomit.
It& #39;s true that I choked on a burger.
It happened because I felt the vomit stuck in my throat so I swallowed a big bite to push it in.
Then I found myself in the gym one day and fell in love with it.
I got myself a trainer.
I had therapy sessions.
I did that until it became part of my lifestyle.
3 years after, here I am.
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Fully renewed.
Thankful for another chance.
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I got myself a trainer.
I had therapy sessions.
I did that until it became part of my lifestyle.
3 years after, here I am.
Fully renewed.
Thankful for another chance.
I HAVE RECOVERED AND IS DOING WELL.
IF YOU REACH THE END OF THIS THREAD... THANK YOU FOR READING MY STORY EVEN IF IT& #39;S ALL OVER THE PLACE.
REMEMBER YOU& #39;RE BEAUTIFUL AND YOU ALWAYS HAVE THE CHOICE TO CHOOSE YOURSELF AND WHATEVER MAKES YOU HAPPY.https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Red heart" aria-label="Emoji: Red heart">
REMEMBER YOU& #39;RE BEAUTIFUL AND YOU ALWAYS HAVE THE CHOICE TO CHOOSE YOURSELF AND WHATEVER MAKES YOU HAPPY.
