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If you are suffering from ANY kind of disorder, please click away.
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Here I was. 7 years before.
Beauty was thin.
Hot was thin.
Skinny is in.
That is what started this shitshow.
My diet wasn't good.
I starved myself to the point that I passed out.
This was destructive.
It didn't only hurt me but it hurt everyone around me.
Beauty was thin.
Hot was thin.
Skinny is in.
That is what started this shitshow.
My diet wasn't good.
I starved myself to the point that I passed out.
This was destructive.
It didn't only hurt me but it hurt everyone around me.
Everytime I ate food, 30 minutes after... I'd run to the bathroom and vomit EVERYTHING I just ate.
This happens because I feel sick that I was eating something that can make me FAT. That I would ruin the body EVERYONE wanted.
The societal standard of beauty made me ruin myself.
This happens because I feel sick that I was eating something that can make me FAT. That I would ruin the body EVERYONE wanted.
The societal standard of beauty made me ruin myself.
I couldn't take it anymore. I cannot enjoy my life because everyone worries that I'd pass out any moment.
I seeked help. I got diagnosed with bulimia. I went into a facility who re-introduced me to food. I ate, and slept. Until it was time to go home.
I was there for a year.
I seeked help. I got diagnosed with bulimia. I went into a facility who re-introduced me to food. I ate, and slept. Until it was time to go home.
I was there for a year.
I was eating... which was good but it was unhealthy. I gained weight, had fat in places I didn't want to.
Sometimes, I feel like I had to vomit.
It's true that I choked on a burger.
It happened because I felt the vomit stuck in my throat so I swallowed a big bite to push it in.
Sometimes, I feel like I had to vomit.
It's true that I choked on a burger.
It happened because I felt the vomit stuck in my throat so I swallowed a big bite to push it in.
Then I found myself in the gym one day and fell in love with it.
I got myself a trainer.
I had therapy sessions.
I did that until it became part of my lifestyle.
3 years after, here I am.
Fully renewed.
Thankful for another chance.
I HAVE RECOVERED AND IS DOING WELL.
I got myself a trainer.
I had therapy sessions.
I did that until it became part of my lifestyle.
3 years after, here I am.
Fully renewed.
Thankful for another chance.
I HAVE RECOVERED AND IS DOING WELL.
IF YOU REACH THE END OF THIS THREAD... THANK YOU FOR READING MY STORY EVEN IF IT'S ALL OVER THE PLACE.
REMEMBER YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL AND YOU ALWAYS HAVE THE CHOICE TO CHOOSE YOURSELF AND WHATEVER MAKES YOU HAPPY.
REMEMBER YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL AND YOU ALWAYS HAVE THE CHOICE TO CHOOSE YOURSELF AND WHATEVER MAKES YOU HAPPY.
