#REMEMBERWINNER is what I want to say to all the ICs I’ve met and come to befriend

a painful thread that had me thinking if I should write or not
Persona / voice / speaker is someone who has decided to say goodbye because the relationship has fallen apart, for reasons not explicitly identified.

Was it a bad relationship? No, not at all. Quite the opposite, actually.

But it has run its course.
Before anyone else RTs, let me put it out there

I’m interpreting it as

A. Goodbye. Song.

Someone. Saying. Goodbye.

To an important part of their life
The relationship has run its course, but clearly, the persona values what was, and it deserves a clear ending, 깨끗하게 아 예

But it’s difficult. How do you say goodbye to someone who has been and is a part of who you are?
Persona wants to be a good memory, YEARS LATER.

Why years later?
Because there’s never a ‘good’ breakup
There’s no easy way of letting go

And saying goodbye, at the moment, can be painful and may take years before it stops hurting, if it ever really does stop hurting
I hope you’ve noticed the Ah Yeah undertones.

Persona is willing to be the ‘bad guy’ by *completely* letting go, leaving and never looking back.
Cruel? To some.
But what can be kinder than giving you the (breathing) space to collect yourself and start again?
The persona needs to let go, but at the same time, is also scared, of disappearing, of being forgotten.

The persona has been putting on a brave face so far, but behind that facade is a vulnerability that is starting to surface
This part had me in tears, because this has been on my mind for the past weeks.

How is everybody okay? Am I the only one suffering? How are they all so... hyped and excited despite everything that’s happening? What is wrong with me?
Being IC *IS* my first try at being a fangirl

All my firsts-concert, streaming, hashtag party, Gabbia, fanmeet, festival, flying to a different country for a concert, GA, GO-are w/ Winner

So I wondered... would I ever have the capacity to feel that much again for other groups?
I remember Tablo talking about first loves on his podcast.

And Winner *IS* my first love. Nothing can ever change that FACT.
But this being my first love, like any other first love, this has taught me to be more cautious.
Shown me my limitations.
Opened my eyes to things I shouldn’t bring into my next love.

I don’t think I could speak my mind, so I made this thread.

Sorry.
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