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today was a great day for all seokjinnies overall but i ended up getting very very cheesy (more than usual) after watching vids of my baby all day so i kinda need to vent
it& #39;s been years and i still find it so crazy how he can lift my mood just by being there :( i do joke around sometimes but when i say he& #39;s the one thing that& #39;s keeping me sane during this rough time, i& #39;m >not< joking. i mean it.
he& #39;s always so caring towards us :( it& #39;s not something that ppl talk about a lot because he tends to do it silently, but making a whole live just to show us him eating when he was busy bc he knew we missed him!! :( posting cute selfies when he knows we& #39;re worried about him!! :(
i can see the love he puts into these acts very clearly and it always makes me want to give it back :(( maybe that& #39;s why i constantly feel the need to scream about how amazing this man is (or maybe it& #39;s simply because i& #39;m whipped who knows)
there& #39;s something so comforting about him... about listening to him talking, singing, eating, maybe just breathing. it& #39;s warm and cozy and it actually does some type of magic trick where every problem goes away for a while
i can& #39;t really explain it but i& #39;ve always felt like the love you hold for an artist is a completely unique type of love and it& #39;s incomparable with the other types. he goes beyond it tho! i don& #39;t think i& #39;ve ever loved any artist like i love him
and i feel fulfilled when he does these little acts, when he says simple words that end up carrying so much meaning bc i actually feel i& #39;m being reciprocated :( who else in the world could do this if not him (or Them)
and god damn i know i probably sound like the biggest delulu but i literally feel offended just by thinking about comparing this to a delulu thing, no no no, it goes beyond all this foolery
he inspires me, you know, and he makes me feel like maybe life is worth living a bit. that one quote about him and the way he sees happiness? that was craved deep into my chest and i& #39;ll never ever forget it
(and i always cry when i think about it, but not because i& #39;m sad! i cry because i just can& #39;t believe there& #39;s such a precious human being out there, who puts happiness first :( )
he just wants to be happy and i hope, from the bottom of my heart, that he is happy rn. that he feels all of these good feelings when he thinks about us just as much as i do when i think about him
