I& #39;m a mess right now, so thank god for capybara videos.

Not related to capybara videos but. A lot of people have been incredibly kind to me. I may not remember anymore, but thank you for being there. I& #39;m emotional because of how amazingly lucky I& #39;ve been to meet you -- even through my messy times. Shout out in particular to @bjrecio.

I& #39;ve written and deleted the text for this tweet about four times already. About my feelings today. About feeling tired. So tired. I& #39;ve been crying on and off for the past five hours. I wish I didn& #39;t have to. I& #39;m sorry you had to read this. I& #39;m sorry for being me.

I know nobody wants to read a messy outpouring of negative emotions. So I& #39;m grateful that you read this thread anyway. You& #39;re a good person. I hope you have a nice day.