“things you said when you thought i was asleep”

“I have a child,”

Taehyung thought his boyfriend was asleep, but Jeongguk had just woken up from the light touches to his face.

However, he stays silent. Shocked, but silent nonetheless.

“I have a kid, she’s 5 and i don’t know how to tell you because one of the first thing you told me is that you don’t like children.”

Taehyung takes a deep breath, collecting his thoughts slowly. He practiced for when he will actually tell Jeongguk, soon, he thinks.

“Her name is Nari, and she was born on the twenty-six of June. She’s my little lily, she’s as beautiful as one. That’s why we named her Nari,”

Jeongguk knows Taehyung is probably smiling right now, he’s always loved children.

“She’s wonderful, Gukkie. I know you’d love her,”

“Even if you don’t like kids,”

He can feel fingertips tracing the dragon on his back, light and soft.

“I know i should have told you before, we’ve been together for more than a month and I know that keeping this from you is bad- but i’m scared.”

Taehyung retracts his hand and starts playing with his fingers, sad and anxiety washing over him.

“I hope you won’t hate me when I tell you, and i hope you won’t leave me. But she’s also be my first priority, always.”

Jeonggguk smiles to himself, not an ounce of anger present.

“She knows all about you, so does her mom. The both of them love you already, and Nari is your biggest fan. She said that she can’t wait to meet you just so she can color inside your tattoos.”

Taehyung giggles softly, recalling the memory from a few days ago.

“She got jealous when I told her i did that once, and cried for at least five minutes begging me to meet you.”

The fingers are back on his tattoo, tracing the ink over and over.

“She said you look like a bunny, and that your tattoos are cool. She really wants to meet you.”

He can hear Taehyung gulping, his breath getting louder.

“I just- I want you to meet her and love her. I want you to get to know her and learn that she’s just a ball of sunshine.”

Jeongguk feels bad for what he said when they met, but he can’t take it back. It’s how he felt.

He hates kids because his parents left Jeongguk alone at 17, and they took his 6 years old brother with them. He’s 23 now and he still has no idea where his brother is, and every kid he sees reminds him of his brother.

But he wants to meet Taehyung’s daughter, he’d love her.

Because she’s Taehyung’s, and she’s a part of the man he loves and cherishes.

“Let’s go meet her then, angel.”

He’s heard Taehyung gasp a lot, but never this harshly.

“You- you were awake? All along?”

“I was, Tae. And i would never hate you for what you did.”

Jeongguk sits up on the bed and Taehyung follows, eyes glassy woth tears that are threatening to spill.

“What you did was wrong, yeah. But you did because i made you feel like you had to lie. We’re both in the wrong.”

“No you-“

“Let me finish, baby.” Taehyung nods, gulping.

“I shouldn’t have said that. Especially right after you told me you love kids. But i have my reasons and i’ll share them with you one day. But it still was wrong of me.”

Jeongguk gently cups Taehyung’s cheek, making him look up.

“I want to meet Nari, baby. I love her already.”

“She’s with her mom today but I-“ He lets a few tears spill from his eyes, relieved and happy.

“Don’t cry baby. We’ll go see her whenever you want, i can wait. But please know that i’m looking forward to meeting your little one and treat her like she’s my own too.”

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