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Emotionally drained and feeling super overwhelmed today.
My heart is broken for all of those who have suffered a loss or losses due to COVID-19. Its not fair and it never should have gotten to this point.
I’m terrified. My mom (who will be 61 in July) is having to reopen her business because she can’t find a loan from a bank due to all of their COVID relief options being full. I’m scared to death she will catch the virus.
I’m torn. I want to help her so badly and put myself at risk instead of her but I’m terrified of bringing the virus home and infecting everyone there putting their lives at risk too.
My mom and I have had an agreement that one of us has to stay as safe as possible to be here to take care of my great aunt and uncle He turns 100 in September and this virus would probably kill him with all of the health conditions he already deals with We really can’t chance it
And yet there are still people out there not taking this seriously and putting others lives at risk. If you are one of those people you are selfish and really need to re-evaluate what’s important in your life.
I’ve had a few people who know how bad my anxiety can get ask me what I’ve been doing to stay calmish. I have a super active group chat that I am so thankful for. I can’t vent all of my feelings and they never judge me.
I also listen to music. @devonwerkharder has released a few singles that are super calming and great to listen to. He has a new EP coming out really soon so I’m looking forward to that too Also he does lives on insta a good bit & keeps it real which is so reassuring.
I’ve been working out on the treadmill a good bit since I can’t do PT right now. I was supposed to go to Vegas and see the @jonasbrothers but of course that was cancelled. So I get on YouTube and fine a full recorded concert of theirs and workout for the whole thing.
I’m sure most people who see this thread won’t care but if it helps even just one person that’s a win.
