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got to talk to a fren abt my insecurities on how i look and it got me thinking more and i realized how bad it really is snksbdnd
i distinctly remember every person who told me i was ugly or fat or how i should& #39;ve presented myself to look at least a bit better
i remember this guy from 9th grade who after giving him tips abt a school project told his friend while i was still in within earshot that "kala mo ang galing galing eh ang panget naman"
another guy told me how he has no idea why he& #39;s so attracted to me bc he& #39;s flirted and dated women prettier than i am
(i& #39;m sure he meant for that to be a compliment somehow but i assure you right now that it is not; i hope you never say that to another girl ever again)
(i& #39;m sure he meant for that to be a compliment somehow but i assure you right now that it is not; i hope you never say that to another girl ever again)
another guy who told me in 4th grade that he liked me soon denied it after i rejected him and i was even there when he told his friends "yan? magkakagusto ako dyan?" in 5th grade
i could list more but what i& #39;m trying to say is, it all stuck with me this long and it always will.
there is no good uplifting conclusion to this thread. i am still sad and insecure lmao now go to sleep it& #39;s 2am ffs
