to preface this, i'm not suicidal in the slightest, but man...i'm already tired of living, y'know?

what's to say after these 4 years, we won't get another 4 years with a different shithead that further ruins the lives of the marganlized?

do i just gotta plow through that too?

like, what is there for me to do?

i honestly just kinda quit for politics for the time being.

there's no point in listening to the same "THE PRESIDENT HAS RUINED YOUR LIFE EVEN MORE" for another 4 years.

it's so, so, so fucking draining on my soul.

it's hell living the way i need to.

like, fuck, i can't change my own damn name because our state is so spectacularly fucked up that i need 2 other people in my state to vouch for me that i can change my name.

2 people in the most transphobic state in the country.

i'm just tired man.

i've lost hope, and not sure where to find more.

if you have any advice on where to find hope, i need to hear it.

saying "let this radicalize you rather than lead you to despair", as literally everyone has communicated, can only do so much when nobody has offered even the slightest clue as to what else there is to do.

unless i can just like, start a revolt on the spot, i can't do shit.

sorry to be all doomer on y'all, but i am just sincerely tired of this god damn planet.

and, by making this thread, i am quite literally begging for someone to just tell me there is at least some hope.